Journey to Pluto 2015, This vigorous study is related to the story of Hercules and the Nemean
Lion , like strength, studies are clear overcoming obstacles is a continual task for the soul .
The path to destiny is not walked without rivalries, problems & confrontations. Success
sometimes comes at the price of loss, stamina alternation of friends who disagree or are
Jealous. It is not possible to keep every one happy the trick is without becoming to aggressive.
Gain, not material,s & success are likely , although obstacles & challenges seem over whelming
keep your calm or negotiate, you have to draw on all that you have learned.
Hesitation, can become embarrassing and indecision causes loss. Defensive barriers ,
invisible keep everyone at bay, feeling uneasy , caught up on the hop, has become my excuse for
getting out and mixing i am to busy writing . , Act Decisively, even if i do
make enemies, I wasn`t born to keep everyone happy , I am sorry i do not mean to cause offense
the sugar.
what we the geeks know about the planets and we want every one to help , find what is out there
, there is 2 solar systems , we have found out, The more far fetched the more reall this is
becoming , and we still haven`t explored , under our sea,s , or even further than our own
galaxy. There are more , so fascinating to find all this out in my older years , we knew of all
this when younger , how to mirror everything, we do live in a dimensional space,s
We do not die, we go onto this place next, from what i seen in a dream was lovely , everything u
could imagine , the sun , the greenery was lush, was amazing , i was not to go on this island
at the time, i went back , but it wasnt for me at this time in my life,now i understand my
husband sending me away , i had so much to live for , so much to share, the knowledge , i have
experienced at first hand knowledge , and eye witness accounts, I believe every thing connect,
all the religions, all the faiths all connect up every story told is very similar to each and
every story told, by all faiths, I wonder if this is going to be our last pope, maybe i do sound
crazy but i know am far from it, I am not here to make friends 24/7 i have to make people aware,
and if that costs me friends then they were never true friends in the first place, it is amazing
who your true friends are, They stand behind you even when you are not aware. Thank you my true
friends, who do not doubt me, those of you , who made story`s up , shame on you , I found you to
be a jealous negative quite a shame for you really , you are quite sad. Thanks for opening my
eyes to how nasty some fools can be , That is what you are and always have been a fool, and no
one will ever take u serious because of how negative you are. It was great to hear and witness
all your jealous moves , the best of it is , I lived with a jealous man forever, and he was far
more dangerous than you could ever be, to me, You will get your just deserts, positivity wins ,I
dont even get enjoyment from saying this, or what i have said , Karma is horrible, Life can be
horrible, cruel , then there is always some thing someone, who wants to knock you down , every
one we meet in life is for a reason good and bad, Its to teach us , & if we do not learn we get
taught over & over again,. Fight or flight , is so true but you cannot flight or fight every
thing , you can give it all you have, in the struggle,s you will endure , we all endure, life
lessons, we all have to , simple as that , Learn, for myself mines seem to have been that wee
bit tougher than others , and at a time i thought , My husband and i would be enjoying our
retirement, we worked hard also over the years, we gave plenty expected nothing in return,.
Things always come back, ten fold ,. Connections, you make , be careful not to burn any
bridges,
or even try to kick someone, when they are down, why not give them a hand , lift them up?.
Personally i do not see any wrong , all i have received is goodness back , I dont need Money ,
Loads of it, yes enough to be comfortable, & we are comfortable . Protected , through a network
of forever friends , children who came our way , when young, they had no were to go , living
rough, yes we took people home, I could not leave someone, when i can see , in their eyes, that
glimmer , that shine, there is still hope, faith, joy, & most of all their Happy , & with a
little faith behind them , and safe in the knowledge , that someone believes in them , it is
amazing to see , years down the line, it makes my heart glow , to see how they have all grown
into their self's . Their own characters, & they would do the same, take someone on they see,
can and wants to be helped.
We created a cycle of caring , some people , i have met over the years, did not have cuddles and
a happy family life, if we gave that security , For them to understand and then go forward and
share , then it can only be good , Ofcourse , you will get the people who will still do a
little wrong , if its not to wrong then they learn from the situation and so do you at the time,
it is not till hindsight, all the knowledge of all you have done throughout life, & i was told
from someone years ago i could not do what i most wanted to do, yet i have been all my life .
I wanted to work with children , when my older children, had grown, and flown, the nest so to
speak.
Time was to go out and put all my knowledge to good I had already been doing this , working with every body
in our community , always have from really young we were youth workers and encouraged the locals
to form an unemployment group , we went to Spain , we also done all our own work showing people
how to be a team, and how to have a good time was great fun, People still talk now of the vibes,
they were always so true and genuine , Caring & Sharing our happiness , brought happiness to
everyone , Even when we were still teenagers we had , Business of party plan am going way back
to the early 1980,s and we would do this every year (toys & fancy goods) At prices the local
people could afford not what was getting charged in the shops,We had an ice-cream van , mobile
shop , the shop had every thing you could think of to buy , The ice-cream vans had all the old
sweets We loved as children, and we always gave back to our community in every little way
possible, One year , my husband promised all the children Easter eggs , I was not happy at first
, & I told him so how are we going to get an egg for every child on our run , I asked, I need
not of fretted he came up with the best answer and the children loved us for it.
Another year we decided to get everyone their Easter eggs at cost price from the wholesalers ,
what a carry on , people would pay up front for their huge eggs, Our bedroom was fill from
bottom to top lol < Never again , trying to get the people to come collect them was another job
to itself , Is great reflecting on what i have added to over the years, & always for the better
of every one, and now at this age i realize my life's work has been for the better good of every
one, even if it is only the better me , I know it is not though i have affected a lot of peoples
life`s not infected, effected and tried to efficiently change them for the better good. Not
Forcefully , the person has to want the better good for themselves. You can only help someone ,
who wants to help themselves, I have learned this the hard way also. People get stuck without
even realizing what has come to them , it is not their faults, I had the courage and
determination and had to change my ways. My Inner guide, guided me through and even revealed
what was going to happen , still never stopped the shock , Blew my mind for a good couple of
years, then i manged to stand up again and i have been knocked down loads of times now to know
better , yet u/i still make mistakes, I am only human, I should listen to my intuition , it knows
before i do and has proved itself many a time , I foretold so much , now near enough , every
one has left this world for the next , all my close friends, and not nicely did they leave this
earth some with great pain , burdens, I could not fix, even with remote viewing , what is for
you will not miss you, but makes you so much stronger, is such a true saying . The soul , Makes
me think how many times have i been here before , I went on so many paths , I hop skipped and
jumped i thought through life, for it to all fall apart, and every thing changed , I imagine,
skittles all set up and that ball did not miss one of the skittles. My brain went a bit like the
skittles all over the place, The doctors tried so hard to get me on antidepressants, why , to
shut me up , now i am clear, of my hindsight, I told people , I even wrote it down, I was so
correct , it is quite scary , people are getting killed , for what is happening , just now , is
all i was talking about years ago , is coming out, doctors are even getting killed, professional
people, what is going on , the symbols from our officials , they do not even care now that and
what we see, They have went PC Poetically correct? No they have went completely Daft .
PC I wonder what this means in Greek , the two words , two worlds, and out will come one, up
above the same as below, there is lots underneath , just waiting to be found, artifacts, to lead
us back , things are getting found almost every day , why The Vatican are the biggest suppressors
of secrets & a few family's our Officials, They cannot be real , defiantly not You cannot treat
people the way they are and expect nothing back , Loyalty , They want that from us, we want that
from them not all the rubbish we are fed, we only want the truth, yet we are told we could not
handle the truth wow, How sad is that.
written Febuary 2015
