The love of a Mum

My Darling children and my gorgeous granddaughter   am writing this , just invade anything happens to me and I won't be here to lend a hand , give a cuddle   love youse as much as  I do .
Youse have helped me no end , youse have kept me swimming when I thought I was drowning. I am so so proud of you 4. William McCue thank you also for coming into our lives , William always remember how proud
Others are of you , you've come so far and have your own treasures now, most of all look after Gemma she is a lovely woman and a brilliant mum. I might not say it enough to you all but I Love You all With All Of My Heart.
When the day comes am no longer here always , always remember how much I Love all of you, You have all made me smile , laugh and cry. That's more than normal for any mum. 

Edit 4th September 2020

Your wings have spread so to speak , you walk your own paths now .

I don't see you all enough now at all , once , twice a year.  How the time has flown

 . You,se have have if spring yourselves,  lifes like a rotating circle /cycle , as you will all see for yourselves as Time goes by.  It goes so fast , it's almost scary , you want to put the breaks on with concrete boots ,life slows for no one , it does get faster the older you get , the more you realise there is to do , and less time to do it in .  You feel your climbing an never ending ladder . 

Everyone's story is worth telling  lessons come in many guises. Everyone's perception perceived that they are doing something new constructive ways,  leading by example.  Is your job as an elder so ti speak is pass your knowledge on ..

You all have to fly. One day . We all gain our wings till that day be the change you want to see . Lead by example,  be yourself the 1 and most thing I can tell you .   Life is full of synchronicity s not coincidence or chance . What is for you wont miss you . Just know am with you in all you do 

 I might not agree but thats not my choice , it is yours.  If you can see away when others have given up then try it don't live in regret of what you could have done 

 Love and kindness never killed noone remember everyone is on their own journeys . Never judge and the only time you look down on anyone is if you are helping them up . Some of us are born lucky,  some of us are born  fighting and it never seems to stop. It does one day and on that day you want to be able to look behind and see all the good you Haldane,  others might not appreciate it but you can . That's what really matters lifting people out of a hole , they were stuck in . On my reflection I have helped many people and I will till I can't.  I am not authority but I have loads of hands on experience in a load of lives paths . I seem to have hopped , skipped and jump my life , these last few years I admit much slower . Thankfully I never lost hope , lost material things , easy come easy go , but life , you can't replace. Like words when angry they can't be taking back.  They can be forgiven . More so for your sake or they just make you bitter . Why waste any brain space on their negativity.   They will get theres ..