Must Try Again

Must try Try Again , practice makes Perfect,
 I am told
you always have time to make things right, time every thing, has a time and a place opportunity
`in all we do, to lift, or shed light, on/ for someone else`s path, share talk,
 This has been my best medicine, and if i have nothing positive to say, I have learn`t just too be quiet, due to my dialect (Scottish) , I sound like, i am nasty, sarcastic and just not sound so right,
I am far from, trying to cause, offense, to any one, i add humor, Could be so, stupid that sets, me laughing, i do not just laugh, at any thing it has to be real funny, it releases endorphins, I and not some one getting, ridiculed, that does not , make me laugh, laughing with, not at some one, learn to trust yourself,. This i can say now, i have done so much, myself, questioned, Now there is ,  a big big event to come, this next chapter, being a mother maybe, i have sarcasm for what has been, my family's life for some reason, I kept my faith, in what is Morally correct and it has me a very exciting time in our life, Hope i can see some wood in amongst those trees, Looks can be so deceiving. Looks all doom and gloom ,,plus cold hard facts where to go from here I Know first hand knowledge what is morally correct and thank fully for the better good for mankind, when i stand a minority , i become the majority, That step, is faith in yourself and for some to follow , you will learn with age just as i have and now i share my knowledge i far from know it all, Personally, i think it would be boring if we knew it all , till the next lesson, we need them all, for it is not just, for this life, it is for our soul, for eternity , that is why, the judgement has to be absolute. The truth and nothing but the truth First hand knowledge is best as known , The cold hard facts , that is what you are left with whether you like it or not, fate has been so unkind, imagine a spell has been cast and now it has been lifted, for you to go forward, take the faltering first steps, baby steps , till you learn you can run little tiny small ones that will do nicely till i learn the route then i will skip , and dance if every thing all works out, Lucky is that even possible , if it is plausible it is possible my words some times ring in my ears as if they come back to haunt me more ways than one..  
Secrets need to be un folded and brought to the front , justice is for eternity, it should be absolute,.
Scotland yard only started policing just over 200 years ago , there is so much wrong on so many levels , even the law, every thing seems suspended in limbo , why what is the twist , i can not settle like this our life`s are not what they should be and we sure are not badun`s, so do not deserve all this , every thing has its time and reason now it is time to give this a break,
Break the cycle that is whatever you perceived it too be too me i see it is so morally wrong on so many levels, The police were set up in the year queen Victoria some one tried to assassinate her eighteen forty two, Imagine that , another wee insight into how our so called justice system is even allowed to operate , Richard Mien was the Commissioner, Robert Peel a police man with a mission , Detectives were all ready having secrets, way back then , they all 8  detectives , set out on the streets of London
feeling well proud they were legal now were as before they were not legalized to do what they done , so they have been breaking rules , all the time, making and breaking the rule`s were it suits, too what cost, it has cost me to dear the price you are asking i can not give freely and it truly is not fare, the price you have asked is down right morally, wrong and you ,know it, sins of the father should not apply..  it sets a fire in the pit of my stomach and it shakes me to the core the wrongs and the pain that is what it is , the turn it round now do all that i can i need help also from the secrets.. kmC20/05/2015