I can see a wee tot tie, bit of light at the end , of what seemed one endless tunnel of all things,
not good, not good for the you, Being you?, Is what save`s you funny enough. You definitely,
do not feel it at the time, at the time all is bleak and black. Nothing to give you hope,
so why should you even bother,. you have too, no one is going to do it for you, and if you have been
true, and have stuck with your beliefs , maybe on my high horse at times , don`t we all !!. I am mainly talking out loud , to myself when i am writing , questioning Myself on every thing i say or do.
Which sometimes i wish i did not do. It just leaves me more uncertain, especially if i think too much.
I can now say Think with a smile on my face , especially the not to Think ,. thank you for that.
O how i wish i didn`t think so much , but i do i think of everyone , probably not me, maybe thats
selfish of me, to always be giving and not expecting nothing back, What is so wrong with that.
I don`t see any wrong doing, except for myself. Which i get all that i need in the knowledge,
That mines are all safe , and if i helped someone today , even better. Life can be so crap at times
we do need to come together and start to talk, start putting the phones away, the contraptions,
especially at meal times, or any quality time people can squeeze in these days, things are all so
fast, everything already, mapped out for the year ahead. That is us nearing spring , the Clocks,
spring Forward. All the young lambs are due its a great time of the year.
In a house i used to stay in i could count the days and weeks all down to a tree and the light it would give my garden every day,
The wildlife was brilliant to sit and watch. The comings and goings of a tiny little bird or a whole flock , was lovely. Then we had racing (homing ) pigeons, they were brilliant to watch then grow from an egg to a chick to a winner for you , racing home too you through 1000,s of other birds,
racing its little heart out for you and so proud when it lands on the spook- nick, almost gloating at the other birds as if look at me i am ho,e , even watching the mating, season is such a joy, to watch these little birds , they connect for life some of them Some as i was to find out have the highest disease of std,s , I was quite shocked to find this out. Life has been very eventful, the pigeons were such a joy
Lots of what you do in life puts, you in good stead for the later years , its also your attitude,
i love to see good , I don`t like to see the bad , unless it rears its ugly head and am forced to look,
I cannot help but get involved for the better good, I have got myself into so many fist fights,
helping a fellow human being who , the people were definitely, bulling, All i done is stopped
them all from a long prison sentence. The person they had kicked his head in was lying on the ground 2 grown men still kicking him , all i done is put my hands out to say enough is enough.
They were not happy A WOMAN . 1 of them sayed to me i will Rape You, huh , I lost it completly
come too and i was battering them both , what a crowd had gathered, I hadn`t seen , due to fighting for what seemed my life, yes they did have knifes too i was to find out. Thankfully what i was doing was righteous, i was aving a mans life from what i could see, he was on the floor no movement
time to stop. They left at this time also , i went back for another drink and carried on my day
The person i saved that day , he thanked me , he had to attend the hospital but all is well, i haven`t seen
him in years , hope all is still good .
1 event in a long long list of things i have done over the years for the better good, My Life seems worthless in comparison for the better Good. yes i have sacrificed greatly. And will still pay greatly
for my beliefs, espcaly in the better good for all , not just mines and me for us all . ALL
We have days when we jsu want to hide in the house , and hide away from everything.
Sadly we cannot do this ignorance is bliss, this i do know, we all need to wake up and UNITE
FOR THE BETTER GOOD OF US ALL. maybe i am dreaming and through my rose tinted specs, i can see this happening slowley but surly . people are wakening up to loads of things , just how corrupt
our so called System is, the whole scabby lot of our politicians, the rituals etc they go through, Personally: I think its all just a bigger boys group , as they grow they need to name them some thing and the cubs just doesn`t sound right for adults, yet the games they play!!. Beggars belief .
Saddens me to know this has gone on and on for centenary`s & will go on for more till the whole scabby lot are ousted. They will be . this i know for sure, The better Good comes into play here and Karma , what peope forget , when abusing children, is this child is going to grow up, and forget
nothing. The adults day comes . through laws of the better Good. Karmic, review , allways
waiting in the side lines , too right the wrong doing , thankfully, so stay true to you,
It comes to us all, Through time, we become the people we are today always struggling to better,
Toying with all areas of your life , placing all things in a mentil list in your minds eye, I done this
for years , then had to get a diary , and have had 1 for years and years now, its great to reflect, and you realise things come full circle, lessons you thought you had learn`t will surface again,
in another light, Every day a test new, at the time feeling stuck with concrete wellies on.
Even dragging the weight of it all with you, Then years later , looking back , you can laugh at some of the most stupidest things ,cry at the most beautiful love , your family with all your heart.
Cherish it all every minute it really does go so fast .Have a lovely day . Love Light &Peace :)
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