Listening to Dark secrets of the Vatican & Their Alien Agenda as ISIS heads for Babylon, 112 popes , a lot of common sense prophecy`s , are they all coming true its almost scarey , the knowledge people knew, way back it is so out of this world , why have we went back wards , how what when and why, what is going on in this world or out of this world , the prophecy of the pope 112 that is all the popes there is going to be , 112 is the emergency number in the UK and in the USA, it is 191, is that not a big date in history Benedict will be the last benedictine priest the glory of the olives ,Supernatural, Secrets of the Vatican hidden 900 years before we even have popes and the documents say it all ,"Martin" Surname , is a person who knew years ahead of his time he prophetic so much , he could not have been wrong or god how has this even been seen now we are getting to hear of all the outlandish things the far fetched it is all there for all to see just look at every thing analyze every thing you see from a bird to the clouds shape everything has a message if you can decipher then on you go , listen to yourself do not be shy if i had of had the confidence i would have shouted out loud , I was just me i thought just silly thoughts running around my head , They are far from silly i can hear all the radio program mes wow did i foretell all of that and so much more i have witnesses , It is all written down , in diary s and notes , all have answers for the here and the now , All i my hand writing , They all hold vital keys to succeeding in life's highways for us all, Deciphering is the hardest , hindsight , I just have to read my notes for to see all what is now all the here and the now .
every thing i have ever spoke of is coming or came and went, rely went all out threw me for six seven eight nine ten, Then i have to do and say it all again, am i missing something . I Know i am but i cannot see the wood for the tree`s any more for some reason my brain is blank yet racing with millions of what seem stupid little thoughts. I Know they are not they are life changing antidotes for all , yet i am too much full on , It is me , maybe maybe maybe , if buts , when how were, were do i go from here what is my poison , is that what is holding me back because i am to aware i am scared to tread , even dip my toe, Yes i am , i do not want hurt again , that i cannot allow, Ive had a life of mistrust , Why when all I do is pure yet others find me or think of me doing whatever and sure enough it is a wrong , why i never do , I have built myself a big big castle with the strongest of walls , the foundations are so solid , My Armory always in tact, Defense is all i have and the truth real cold hard facts, how am i to get a grip when all i feel is doom and gloom , yet i feel a tickling in my stomach i want to scratch it but i haven't a clue were to even start . Lead i must for i cannot follow , I need help to walk as-well , I am not super woman all the time , Far from it , Just a little girl inside screaming from inside , I might look strong and confident , i am far from it , sometimes I feel physically sick for all that has been endured , were to start , this life is far from over so i need my next chapter to be the best , The lights are dimming so to speak, I need all the light i can get for this one , It will seem like another book once all the lessons are revealed. That is all good . its myself so every thing is tried and tested by yours truly , myself. All systems go , I have sorted my demons , Time is too short to stay serious , so do not hang on to a grudge , or be some one else s judge , you just never know when the shoe is going to fit , sure as fate it will come full circle , just so you can feel , the humiliation of lies up on lies, Unless you here it from the horses mouth or see with your very own eyes and have full first hand knowledge account do not add what is not there or make it up to suit , It sure will come full circle , It is in the stars, for eternity ,if you are morally correct , in all that you do your heart remains true and does not hurt any thing then be all you can be , till then do never judge it rely is not nice . Lend a hand the truth uselessly hurts . Trying to ridicule some one never works it always back fires , onto you now u will see , that is why i am called a doer because i can do more than most folk , not blowing my own trumpet & then again i am , due to no one else is going to beat my drum, I have soul referee of my destiny , i am a mother first and foremost that it is inbuilt. Then a healer , Comforter, Human torch it feels some times , and i am glad to be me , if i cause waves that made you see then good on me, you and you ,.
Can feel some of what i have done realization, is what i have given you , you cannot see the good have done and know what done was meaning to bring you closer together and i have know have , Bring people together , you think what you want i know its only kindness in me. Do not ever take my kindness for me being stupid , i am far from it i am usually 1 step ahead and am hurt you even thought , like that i can read minds too . I do not share all my secrets or gifts people would think was totally nuts . thank fully i am far from it just very aware of every thing and every one , lovely people i have met some even funny some i have loved only to be let down with such a bang i have decided i do not want that kind of love i do not need it , i will wait on hat is to be no more searching for happiness let it find me , it is following me but i cannot connect with that special someone they have already been taken and i haven't got another thirty months, never mind thirty years , take me as i am full on or not at all, i will stay locked up in my castle till the time is right. I will write my adventures imagination its in me loads of it magic , I so want it back , for everyone humanity , it is coming, i am always the beginner secrets i know so many enlightenment is all and knowledge i seek to share before i was hungry the more i find out the more hungrier i become, I felt as if i was starved of knowledge, yet the whole of life was the knowledge the walk , is always the hard part that is also why i share to inform you were possible of any pit falls before you are any were near. The talk might be real enough , for some but truly the /this walk was willfully blind . Long time thirty years, A lot of Bridges i thought built , sad,
People do not rely know each other even your nearest and dearest always doubting you, what is that all about what signals do i omit to get this kind of feed back were do i go wrong , I question and questioned this till i was near blue in the face the tears i shed , The change in me of course i am not the same person i was i am completely different. always have been , always will be i am not into all the sneaky ness snide , down right nastiness no wonder i would have been left at home. i had no idea of what was truly in-store the day i came a knocking at your door, the lies down right untruths no wonder your head is a mess , people played games with you , me silly me i was being true , you were so blinded willful blindness i will call it once again Love does funny things to people , i never wanted you forever if i had of had an inkling i truly would not have come. You told me untruths right away, What i maybe needed to hear, all at the one time i rely was just reaching out for a friend i truly was a friend in need and would of become a friend for all your needs , you can not trust any one , your self never mind any one , you are not what i need i could not turn up with you at the pearly gates, My Husband i know would have a fit , so i was only rely borrowing you any way so you were right not to trust , i seen your strength intrust, That is not my idea of loyalty, you have no idea of loyalty except for a boys club, You have never grown up sill school games, that is the truth , you might think you are all at one, i can azure you , you are quite gone , smitten for life, with poison,s, every one has a poised , do not get me wrong , but yours should be labelled , it is that infectious , for when people think they know just that wee bit too much. Just a splash here and there to remind yourself that you do rely care, especially what people think that i found most amusing , How smug you think yourselves , when truly people are saying how sad.
I tried , not a jealous bone in my body , sharing is caring that is what life is about, what a pelava,
It was only for sharing what you had, nothing bad, nothing worth ever stealing, do you not find it sad , some thing was so good , now it lies tattered and torn, completely ripped shredded and worn, the whole lot was all made to make me out the badun, when , no you know the me, if your head wasn't so poi-send , one day you will see too all she wanted was to be loved no questions asked , she had her soul mate , she was loyal and most of all so true to you , I know my husband will be waiting so no one is communing with me to those pearly gates or once inside , ring the door bell asking for me ,I can not answer for i will be busy helping the others that need any helping , you had your share i did sprinkle what love i could there you even felt it , you brought me down , Hope it made you felt good , made me feel so bad, My body language had sunk in less than two months , i could not stay with you, you were too much forever pulling what i ever knew down, how could you , say all that you said and not expect to hear back , you were pulling the guy to shreds after his life spent fighting what you accused , dont ever i hope yous have all learn t vital lessons for life's paths , yes paths loads of paths and it was fun , hard scary tearful loving giving every thing i had to my next of kin, as he lay dieing i was with him near enough every minute so for to bring the poor dead guy down , look at how it back fired , It feels to me another big circle, In Constrictive criticism all round Vital lessons learn t from all that we do every thing look at it twice it could be a sign,
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