"spare time"

Whats been to learn from this week , what was there to be seen with the unseeing eye , interesting , just!!!, When i went to collage, I remember the tutor asking us all,  "what we done in our spare time"  and my reply was" people watching" its what first came to my head , funny looks,, I got to say the least, now it seems!!!,, every body is at people,  watching, even big brother is, watching, big brother and then of-course you have the people, who they say are connected,  to no-one, some people, are that detached,  you just cannot reach them , even if you were to scream,  in their ears,Selective hearing , i know, i am guilty of it, too, aren`t we all , you will see a funny quote from a husband about his dear wife or the poor wife about the dear husband , each of them suffering in one way or the other , this is a relationship ,The small minor details we can all laugh at , & there is nothing like airing your dirty laundry in public so to speak, you can laugh about it in Time to come , once the lessons have been learned. It can take a life time , and you still do not rely know the man/woman you are truly married to in life and death , soul mates go on for eternity , It was all lovely and cute in the beginning the honey moon period , everyone has one then the cracks begin to appear, and you were not even looking,

Life has a funny way of just letting you know, never take nothing for granted, or get to comfier , enjoying the ride, so to speak for its never long , when some thing is sent to test all your faith in every little minor detail, every thing can so change quicker than you ever reaching for any switch, then you have a few mountains to climb for to find out throughout the whole existence has been all about alchemy, The knowledge you gained at your pain is when you learn`t hardest of all, Most of the lessons of life`s highway come racing back as if the ghosts of times gone by haunting your every move throughout your history flashes before you , you feel you have no will no faith in tomorrow and definitely, none for today but some how you drag yourself , with every little thing of your being , you drag that sorry ass of yours through thick and thin its going to be there for you , yip your sorry ass, you will use it a lot, especially to sit and reflect, and watch the ghosts, of yesteryear almost a yearning little devils sitting on your shoulders , saying see told you so , Almost gloating looking down at you from their vantage points , on your shoulders , some times these would be called burdens i will call them little devils not all bad one is red one is purest of white, one is so full of itself the other is all shy and very wary of every thing it does not know, maybe call it my instinct, Also though the other side plays a part for to keep me on my toes so to speak , what to call that consciousnesses, so my cosiness instinct keeps me right , remote viewing had a hand, Would you like a touch and maybe see your future too, You can , I just seem to be too aware some times it feels , yet i still make plenty mistakes , just not as many as i used to , when younger, Still as fast , I also try not to question the ifs, buts and the whys any more not to much most i have the answers , too, for my own personal account , what i perceive, will be completely different to what some one else perceives , people are allowed their point of view, Constructive criticism i like that , how to make your self better , that is what i take from the negatives and turn them to positives , the best i can do , That is all we can do all of us , for the better good of all for mankind our children's futures and so on , That to me is what is morally correct is being about , doing your best whilst all around seems to be falling down , helping to hold people`s walls is all easy to me, lending a hand is not a problem an act of kindness is so easy , to turn the other cheek is just as bad as the person committing , it is easy to think , & for some to judge , they make life funny , they who cast their stones only to find the boomerang right through their very own windows , It all comes in all shapes and guises , life`s plan for us all , What is going to be your next move , look to the light , look to every thing , as i say it comes in all guises, blows my mind some times , Not looking back , reflecting , Its hard not to , Looking to the future is easy also its what is happening here and now , time for reflection , mirroring every thing everyone ever said, now you know a lot of what you never even thought twice, ...Kmc love light & peace :)