Precoius

haven`t been on the pen/keys for what feels like an eternity , this writing on the computer just doesn`t seem the same to me , I still , just quite cannot trust that all my precious notes are not going to go missing , down some imaginary plug hole, like lots and lots of other things, mad what e try to stuff down our life`s , cram them so full , we forget to stop and breathe , or we have no choice every thing seems to go so fast, Time just seems to fly by , even stopping and meditating , the time just goes, The older you get the more you realize you have to do , and such little time to do it all in , I tried time management years ago , I never plan nothing now, I prefer to just go with the flow so to speak, The plans would always, end up in tatters, so would every one involved , were as if you just do, some thing out of the ordinary , could be some thing as simple as taking a walk a different, way from your normal route, i tend to march from A to B so to speak , My Thumbs pointing down as i was taught and it does work you do walk much faster, What you do not get is every thing all around you  , your to busy getting from A to B you forget to look at every thing all around you, and in my case can miss so much , with the knack-ed eye ,
Now i have come to learn , some things i am not supposed to see there and then, if i am supposed to see it , it will make itself bright , My head is always so full of thoughts , I can be blinded with my own speed, I know i should slow down, I prefer life at this speed some times then others I want to pull the reins right on up , be great if life came with a remote control, Rewind to the fun parts, delete the negativity , no never you see that is what gets you all of it to the here and now, it is all how it is supposed to be , Every thing has a right time and a right place , even the downs they are to show you what it rely feels like when you are up, Depending who is lighting your life , My Lights are my children ,
& grandchildren , they light my way at every dark dingy bit, all the lessons learn`t all safely tucked up in my heart , and when some one asks to see, i will take your hand, and show you, what is in me.
For what , will i feel from you, When its your own blood, you know its unconditional , which is such a lift, that warm glow that certainty they are all of you and even more , That makes my heart glow with pride, Knowing i helped nurture what is deep inside , Solid Foundations for life`s highways and low ways , for every path they can think of , i will always be there to gently say there , there, there , every fall they have , I will cushion any blow, any which way i can that is the forever mother in me, Loving is so easy it comes so naturally to me ,  you see their little faces glowing and the smiles the sound of their laughter leaves the biggest of smiles on my face, Love to hear them laughing , love to see them dancing full of joy , not a care in the world , that is how childhood should be , let them be children as long as possible, In this day and age life is just so fast , poor children , they have so much to do , its good to just have a lazy day and sit watching films , especially if its raining out side, Listen to their wee thoughts , children can be so clever,
Especially when baby`s , people just do not give them the credit they are due, Remember that little bundle of joy has been here many times before, just like you , Baby`s are so precious, They count all your blessings they make every thing worth while , little angels sent from a far to give you that little /big bit of life for you to show the answers true , try to not mix them up they are rely resilient, The liter-lay bounce back, from all situations , they are leading lights examples , Of pure love ,