Life , can be so dull some times, not out side in your head, Knock knock , as if on wood , you go, touching your head for luck even , Are the bolts still in place are there any screws loose, haha, no . None at all , maybe just one , Its great talking from you head, it is so easy, no one to answer you back throw mud or sand in your eye`s or dirty your head with their thoughts , Their thoughts aren`t even worth hearing , Constrictive Criticism, Now that is allowed , Down right nastiness, or just being totally unkind is just not on , take someone for a fool , when all they are doing is being kind , you will wonder what has hit you , its called a karma Credit Card , and mine`s is so full up , I am allowed to use it, See i never look at the balance , why because i do not have to, i have full faith in myself, Even when i falter, I never used to be so sure now ever thing i do , My intuition has been spot on again , Why i some times ask what have i done, Nothing special , just being myself, See i look for nothing from no one , then I cannot get let down, so if any thing good happens what a bonus, Another feather in my cap , This hat o mines must look mad loads of different feathers from all walks of life, All led me to the here and the now, How i survived I often ask myself, & i never have far to find the answer lucky me , it comes down to remote viewing it is quite creepy at times, then others i can lead, the way be a light so to speak, Even Shout Follow me, When i seem to get in a Tizz, Lucky enough, when i think my handle is broke so to speak, I question every thing , being my own worst critic and pal , I have to be , Now for years i had two of me so to speak , two of every thing , so lucky was i seemed to have it all , a lot a smoke screen, for what truly what was. I could have went full on mental but some how through it all i was the best at keeping my head.I can even say out of all the Chaos has come a new Order, Had to be done , it has not been easy but its done , nothing is ever finished, there never seems to be a place to draw a line, Mentally in my head of course, It is all good how to manipulate my thoughts, was so easy before now i seem so stuck in this way , and i like it , I have found a new me a stronger older me, Like shedding a Skin, Like a snake, ill twist and turn and come out looking just great, You wont ever see what is buried deep, for it is sore, Left me in shock, till someone i thought , turned it all round , disgusting is now my thought. The Shame, how could you be like that , silly me , now i know i see it all.
Sad are my thoughts sorrow. You could not trust you never mind me you are so blinded , Your choice it is all yours, You thought that was cryptic now you wont hear or see any thing of me. All those ghost shadows , yip i was there , I could even hear , i wont share with you , due to your twisting. Look at it all now , Love you , don't make me laugh , I didn't want to hurt your feelings , Instead i watched and listened in horror at what i was hearing , Listened to it all, even wrote it down , whilst you hummed an hawed , I sat quiet , some times , It is how we perceive the situations, all of them so wrong on so many levels, You sat and mocked and degraded so much of all of every thing so twisted, I tried real hard to understand you. it is not to be, different parallels, I have been jumping for years, Jumped away past you. So Glad I did , I even look healthier not having to run myself into the ground i am far better than that. Are you so perfect, think you need a mirror. See another waste of humanity, common purpose to wreck all memory`s. it never worked , You are not in-tune you are to fill of BS.How blind could i be , No you see i was listening busy listening to my intuitive side and thanks once again to my intuition and instincts, I thought they were so far fetched , nope sad they are not i wish they were. Wow, could you rely hurt me , Now i know for sure you would have tried if i had been so dumb remember, so stupid. No one stop ahead remember it is how we perceive things. All you told me was so negative , I have found the Positives, Just with your actions , every step i take is all good ,Big leaps i can take and know, i will not falter , That is the Faith you have put into me, throughout my life , every thing is about my children, they are my lights , Silly me taking my eye of the ball so to speak ,
Now the concentration is back full on , Its so easy not to think of you and so sad,. You have no idea of what you could of had, Yet i feel you do , know you do. You are forever watching me , I can feel you, even playing with the television turning it off & on, That doesn`t scare me, it is the living that scare me. The real life horrors, no not panic attacks , people out to take your lot if the possibly can , emotional Vampires, feeding of peoples grief how sad. Twisted you haven`t seen nothing yet , some people are out for a common purpose, How cruel , They think Money is every thing , you have all truly wrong , materiel That is all that is , yip we need it to pay bills etc , It helps i believe make the world go round , so does love a common purpose of mines is too share, and all of me is all about love, thank fully again , In all my situations through out life that has what has been my common purpose to show how much people or every thing is loved. to make others feel better about themselves is that wrong , No I truly do not think so. I also believe in the better good, That is how i can see the positives , in all that i do , due to i am not in for the business , i am in for common purpose , Love light and so much peace, Shed the light wherever i go if possible, far from wrong , that is how my karma credit card is full. Lots of love and a smile , manners cost nothing , Common purpose is not to pull others apart, leaving them lying in pieces, I pick people up i am known for helping fixing others , and i am proud of that its took me a life time it feels , for you to try rubbish what i do and then try tell me about it , you make me laugh, sarcastically, and feeling very sorry for you. If that is what you truly think.
Keep lifted Keep blessed , and keep smiling instead of that frown pick it up and look and you might even see the sun one day. Till then best of luck, I learned so much so it truly was never time wasted.
I can not even think of the rhyme , a lesson or a / Lesson I thanked you many a time for. For helping
turn my frown up side down to the biggest cheesing Grin.. When doubt is thrown in to the situation.
All manner of things rear their ugly little heads, The green eyed monster being the biggest 1 of the deadly sins , as i have said many a time question every thing well before opening your mouth and letting your stomach rumble so to speak or spew , The Poison , Always back fires especially if you are talking pure and utter rubbish and only bad of someone you thought you knew, no you sure never knew me , your were far to corrupt and forever set in your ways , now though i can reflect and feel pity and no wonder your head is how it is, i wouldn't want to mix either, Love light & Peace
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