Anger

Some days you just go along , nothing seems to upset you,? Nothing is too much trouble,
Some days you could blow right up, You can do this as an exercise to strengthen loads of muzzles,
Yous`e the tension, to your advantage?, You don`t see how?, Look , the answer is right in front of,
you,Even better you can feel your answers, Some too harsh for peoples ears , some times the truth,
Hurts, like nothing else, somehow once you realize the true extent of all that`s went on before , you truly realise what a strong person you have been, You might not have felt this at the time, a feeling of impending doom at the time , when every thing seems up in the air and you are clutching at straws its all for your own good , When i first heard this i thought ,"what a load o crock " . No the person was ,
spot on, i had been sent loads of tests without even realizing, the tests but all of them hard and got harder but now on , reflection , i can see the light, i might look as if i am in control, but no i just go with the flow, and it keeps me in good stead even for the bad, in my life, i can see the good, and vice versa,. Life is a bitch , I agree 100%, yet we make it harder for our fellow man, we put obstacles up, barriers, Due to being already hurt, scared . For life. & for some even tarred .

Its easy and very hard to wakening yourself right up from a drug enjoyed and abused for years , not just 1 loads of different types,? I am a lucky 1 though not many survive , drug addiction , alcohol addiction, every one has a poison so to speak, It could be T , Coffee, its still a drug and the worst is
sugar , How sad is that, yet we need it crave it ,our bodies screaming for it, & our bodies scream out for love & want to give love , what is a cuddle . : All different kinds of cuddles , Then you have people thinking you are flirting , when al along all your, doing is giving, some comfort , where needed, &
when.,, Needed is that so bad , no , its when the person thinks different, You can be oblivious to the, ways of people but a quick course never done anyone , no wrong if anything it will help you , trust your intuition, let it guide you, its travelled well before you , and seen what you are coming up against , it might feel like a solid steal wall Or bricks , Bit by bit, or brick by brick , you will feel your, self rise but you have to feel righteous, & morally, correct, This can take a life long quest to find the real you.
This i can say from my personal experience, Every day a school day so to speak, i love to learn something new every day even a tiny thing , I`m sure i have said this before?.
It might be a lifelong quest but you will have already started , and mean to go on as best you can.
Giving your all, and hoping you are doing everything right not for now, for the future , yes now is,
very important, The here and now, that`s why tomorrow is never promised , its a present, There
is a quote with this but i cannot think of it right now, So that also tells me time to stop , with the clickety click of the typing keys. Life is a roller coaster scream if you want to go faster lol, thats for the young, when we get older we realize how quick time actually is, And you want to cram so much
more into your day, but you never find the time, always something , never a dull moment so to speak.
This is also so good for us as it lets us get on , keeps the momentum going so to speak,
Some days it might even feel like you have come to a full stop, you cant go on, You mop about,
believing yourself. Then it slowly but surely comes to you , a need for living , for sharing for expressing, Not everyone speaks the same , even though its the same words , they can mean all different things, But if you keep true to yourself the rest follows naturally,. Peace & Light to all :)