Praying

O ye am praying, i have been praying for a good while.
I know you are supposed to hear me, really can you.
Hear me screaming these prayers to not just you.
I scream from deep, well deep inside, You cannot hear me,
I will not let you hear me. I will continue to scream.
My friend is gone , life will never be the same.
The people you thought were friends so ready to pull you apart.
Leaving you in shreds, sliced & diced without a knife.
Just words, actions , Lead me to what i am to do.
I stand here looking and feeling empty. Life will go on.
I have learn`t not all people who smile at you are not all your friends.
Sore it cut me right to the core, That`s also good for now, i have a new look.
Thanks to you all. Good luck to you all. I do not wish you any harm.
Just goodluck in all that you do.
Good luck we all need , even the evil amongst us, some you dont ever see.
this life is full of ups and downs makes me sad , to think i put myself through.
All that i have, i say everything for a reason,& am just me .
What you see is what you get.  No hidden agendas. You could have come with me.
i was not forcing you, You already had your  pit  of realy disgusting thoughts.
You are right you and me, are not to be , i have seen this cruelty, I have been the brunt of it.
So many times, That`s why i will stand the Minority, I dont want to be the majority.
I am quite happy in this my own wee bubble.
I have ;loads to tell from all lifes walks, paths & crossroads.
we all walk these paths its called our very own Destiny. Mines is to see things for
the good, So many people just look to the bad , why, can`t people be happy.
For your fellow human being. I love my own kind but i also resent them.
So much Negativity, Make room for The Positive, Let your dreams be ho you,
are not some one else, do not make a jiont life , untill you know what you are,
all about.
Personally i am glad how i am. Some others might & can think what they want.
This doesn`t bother me, If you talk of me , i must have a very interesting life.
I know people from the top, i could never have taking you to visit.
You are a nobody to these people, i seen when you thought you had made a mistake.
You were quick to blame me, that i did not tell you.
Why would i, or why should i tell you anything now.