Aquaintences

As you walk through this life, you will meet loads of people on the way, some to teach you, become a friend, some to not ever be seen again. This you will learn the hard way, As we all do, the more you sit an judge . someone Else just remember there is allways someone to judge you also. ! old woman sayed to me once when standing in a crowd of 3? The first to walk away will be bad mouthed , its seemingly just the way we are, conditioned with a single track mind, you might think you, know it all , believe me , there is 3 sides to every story?. So as you sit on your little throne your crown of thorns and pay my bills , then clearly shut the fuck up. FOOL.
Loads of people you will meet not all with a smile are ever gonna be your friend, watch the 1 who smiles first, look into their eyes look deep, you deserve this too yourself.
Go with your instincts , i remember a night not so long ago , someone thought i was a complete fool ,.
Now you will see who the fools, really are, but by then, its going, to be too late.
You will have crossed a line, maybe you have, so you know, we cannot go back.
Pity all i wanted to do was, show you how good is life should be, you laughed and had a great time.
When not listening to miss NEGATIVITY.. People claiming to be a friend ready to stick a knife and twist it right in , every little detail scrutinized , well thanks again all you have done is let me see once again, as soon as you begin to trust there is always someone willing to pull the rug from under your feet, & it comes from the most unlikeliest of people so called friends = Acquaintances throughout
time.
Lifes highways the people we meet influence our future some good some bad if something is learn`t then all is not lost.
The good the bad an the down right ugly come to mind. I wont go that route i prefer, someone like minded. Not listening to some others of course going to be negative, if not trying to help they will hinder. It`s hard Believe me when you learn the lesson was being taught the hole time.
I felt it,So did the others.or heard.
Listening about other people is what we all do but i love to hear the good not the bad.There is enough of it in the world..
Some were god sent almost fitting in like a glove, even they turned, down to Greed. Reared its ugly head shame some people are so nice and informative , keep you smiling , whats wrong with that.
After all the woes life throws believe me you have to learn to laugh, especially at yourself.
This humor can be taking the wrong way but its not supposed to be in any wrong way its to put a smile on your face and in your heart.
The people we meet along Lifes highways. & as you get older you pass your experience down,
is that not what you are supposed to do, sharing is caring and all that . reminds me of a song by VAN MORRISON =FAIR PLAY= huh.

some people are great always by your side you might not see them but they are there. Thankfully ,
to remind you of who you are , & how you have come through worse and will come out stronger.
I know my mind might seem strong sometimes but believe me, its the same as your`s
I am my own worst critic, from all the things i have done , some make it all sound so bAD.
When really they should never throw stones in glass houses.We should all be happy for eachother.
What do i do so wrong i seem to attract a certain kind>?Only in the passing but i have passed many and got them caught, my intuition has let me down or maybe it didnt , it was thought, or FEAR, another of people we meet in lifes great highways. Or as i say is it just me!!.

Others we meet are a breeze of fresh air, a ray of sunshine , they bring a smile to your face , just on reflection , happy people make life so much better. Not many left from my circle of friends.
people, i hear say , that`s the life they chose,It sure was not the death.
 Instead of downing all that's tried to be better , Even standing on my head whilst i drowned , more fool me. Friends would give you a help not pick at every little detail. Picked clean. That is some,
are emotional vampires. Or just taking what they can,. As you get older you can count your true friends on one finger when it truly boils down to it, that's the acquaintances through life.
Sadly your so called friends but really they never were any ways. Some of your friends you will find this out the hardest of ways an sometimes takes years for it to really sink in. Al that has gone on , the years the minutes the hours, the months. The years. You will learn it takes learning hands on so to speak , you really couldn`t learn all this from a book. takes years of happy, sad & the best of the best to make these memory,s.
Not all built in a night or a week but years and years of your life,. Meeting & knowing people from all,
walks of life.You gain your knowledge And then you share it, especially with your children. Always be honest with your child, its the small things when they are small that lets them be able to tell you the big things , later on in their life.
You can`t be there 24/7 when its their turn to finally fly the nest , what a horrible feeling , when your child gets to this age you feel redundant,? but all is not lost for you have grandchildren, they are your prize for surviving the teenage years . They are much harder than any years before , when you knew they were tucked up safe in bed? As they get older they need their space & want to go investigate, remember you were a child also, remember how you were & look at your child & see were he/she gets it from all children have it , they are so amazing, so clever so aware , so wise for their short years.
This is why i also believe in life after death, & my experiences , I dont mind sharing what i can remember, we had a lot of fun met some great people, had some great times. Thanks for the memory`s. Of course behind closed doors things were not so sweet , The people you trust the most ? can you believe turn. So So sad, all the happy memory,s now tarred, .With a nasty black mass.
that grew and grew, Until the mist was to thick to see,It takes years for the mist to lift , once you have put some 1 on that pedestal, The only thing about that though, is the nicer you are the higher they get, then the real reasons hit home,. Am sorry you got yourself so high, no am not really":The higher you go the higher the fall. I felt it so many times i think i have actually learn t to start bouncing , due to you can only go so low, especially if you are true of heart . You say you truly ment no harm, i beg to differ .
You differd everyday , i cannat call you to fix any of it , we will have & keep the happy memory,s
& the sad & the down right evilness i was too blind too see, rose tinted specs are well of.
Really thanks for i wouldn`t change a thing or i wouldn`t be how and who i am today.I have lost and learnt plenty and will have loads more to learn. That i am sure and no doubt meet loads more people on lifes highway, i haven`t got time to prove i am not bad. My life will show you that. You yo should of been apart of the life but we had another lesson to learn!! Does it really never end. No not till i suppose your dieing day , just before you leave your vezzel you have been traveling in,& go on to pastures new is your conscience clear?. I know now mines is , i have worked hard over the years,lost hard,
Gaining only knowledge , i know what , i would prefer, but its not to be another lesson learn`t
Another chapter done. I feel the grief as if i have lost you . Thats because i know i have. Brainwashing.
is still rife on this planet in this day and age, I will see you all on the other side, . LOVE & BLESSINGS to you all :)