You Never Realize

You never realize, how special something is.
Till its too late its gone,Its not there,
for you to tell or phone, to see. you hold them dear.
Hold them forever in your heart,
The grief, at times almost, to heavy a burden to carry.
The path in front of you, seems littered, from things from far back.
Resurfacing, in another calling me back.Over and over so you go,
Blind-fully forward hands outstretched , Groping as you go.
Feeling every bump and grind there ever was to feel, every mountain ,
A new path, In front of You.
Then ofcourse you bump into your future,. The mist does clear.
The new lessons already waiting in the wings, to be learn`t.
Even old lessons once again , to teach you again a new,
Life seems back breaking at times almost slapping you back.
Reality you have no choice you can`t hide from it, No one can.
Laughter That helps that is what is needed but people frown,
Thinking its not right to laugh, its not laughing at you.
Your laughing at how silly things can be. Including yourself.
Its you thats had to learn these lessons from lifes great highway.
I do like a quote about "walking in others shoes",. It truly is so fitting.
Never judge a book by someone else, Look at the cover!!
Look inside , you might even surprise yourself at what you find.
Life is for living dont be too quick to judge especially, If your life,s ?
Boring & you have nothing to do , except be nosy then this is just for you.
Look delve deep for you might not see, due to being to nosy.
Your letting your life pass you by too busy waiting to see if i fall.
I am an i will pick myself back up , as i always do,& always have done.
Especially when the road ahead looks too bumpy, I will get through .
Yes to walk a day in someones shoes. See their mist feel their blue.
Yet its ok cause its all lies and Bull really!! O how sad and wrong people can be.
You just never realized , too busy downing what ever i had done.
No matter now for i can sort that bit how about you. You Just Never Realize.
Till its at your own front door the pain and torment thats in your head.
Is easy to cover with a face , look into my eyes , there you will see.
My pain is real & for to mock . O how sad. & Unreal .From life`s highways.
 you will learn , the lessons you mock for you do not understand , how i know is with you mocking .
You realy have no clue , how small your brain really, is i feel quite sad for you .
Life`s highways , You just do not realize, till its at your front gate. Then how would you deal
with the blow, its easy to talk the talk but have you ever done the walk?,
That is more than 1 pair of shoes let me azure you. Its a lifelong quest. Knowledge,
Love & respect, Education, You just dont realize , what you have to learn , you
will not get the answers from any book, its upto you how to decipher The lifelong plan.
Even then that is hard , for you trully just do not even realize.