April 2015

If you have no hope, Do not worry, for i am the face in the crowd.
I am with you were ever you go,I am that smile , you needed to see,
I am that face in a crowd, The one you will never forget, So please,
 don`t lose Hope, For i am every where , All around you , for i am you,
Deep Down Inside, You are truly you, Intuition ,fear, Flee or fight.
This is when we show we have fight, When we are at a loss and something
deep down inside just clicks, Tick Tock , the time is moving so fast,
We are on a merry slide, helter Skeltering down and down Deep down inside,
& then you go all, the way back up again to come all the waaaayyyy back down,
Round and round in big circles not realizing, Till 1 day way way in years to come,
How easy things could have been, if only we applyed a wee bit o this here and there.
Its all great on hindsight, 1 day i am gonna bottle that stuff & give it to the World.
Stop all the nasty horrible things that happen , and bring only light, happiness, & Joy.
Is that so hard for everyone , yes The people in Authority, Can`t have us living in Peace
No that would be of no use to them at all, They need their stupid wars, To take all
Every little thing you own, If you stay true to YOU, & YOURS, all will work out.
Hope is always with us , that is why i say never lose it, HOPE is only a 4 letter word.
Like so many other 4 letter words can help so much and give you so much & Take,
so much . The word the weight of this word , the fear of this word?, Depending on the situation
Hope is needed for all .

Today i woke up,I was a young girl, Scared , nervous, Twitchy.
I went for a walk & Walked, Till i could see my Shadow, Then i realized,I have never been,
on my own, I might of felt alone O so very alone.
I lifted my hand & stroked my own face , With my cold hands & my face felt velvety  and
smooth and so Warm, I feel a glow, I am surrounded By Big Trees, Am I lost? Yes , I have been,
Very lost , I have found myself, Bit by bit, Now its time to feel who i am, What am i now?
Now i am older and listened to my elders & the Youngsters, I have and allways will,
be still finding Myself,. Learning something new every day, help`s you grow and Mature,
Molds you into who you are to be, All those things that drive us insane , The things that lose us, the things we lose, The things we lose, if i lose a cross !! I dont pick it back up , I believe nothing happens by coincidence or by chance, Things happen for reasons , we might not be aware of at the time.
Everything has a rhythm and a reason , Its the waves we send out the Vibrations, Imagine,
The ripple effects!!! It seems but a pebble in the ocean , ?? It is Your Ocean so it can turn into,
a tidal wave , before you know what has hit you, Be careful what you say , It effects all,
the others , sort of a domino effect, The higher you put yourself the greater the fall.
For all not just you , that is why i say be careful of what you say, people take things and twist it,
To sound so differently from what was in your head, You have to stand strong and not let this effect
all the others in the Family, Especially if you are their light, They are needing you to set an example,
How do you stand the minority , when all else around you , seem to want you to fail, What is that
all about , why, do people want others to fail , why not let them have goodness, why drag them
through the mud and back and expect nothing in return for being so nasty, when all that was being done was mixing and twisting , almost dancing to the tunes of your rubbish ,Till we see the light.
O boy do we see it in all its glory, The shock of it all , leaves you shocked almost horrified,
As to why, you went out of your way to cause so much rubbish, your one nasty piece of work , Jealousy , The green eyed monster, Secretly lurking behind everything you say or do , someone sitting in wait to rubbish all that has been you and yours??, How sad can you get , everyone has their own personal battle`s, without some idiot adding to them with a big massive wooden spoon , mixing and you can see the glee on their faces in your minds eye , O yes I can even hear your scratchy horror of a voice , Grow and Mature and you wont hear these voices of negativity , Keep shining .
Be that crazy diamond people love you for it and need you for it , some of my light everyone wants , ask yourself why???. I am genuine and o so real , that real, I question everything especially,
 your motives , Ask yourself why?, After all I know and have heard , you go and ask 1 thing i never ever expected to hear from your mouth , It is cool though for I know, it wasn`t truly you, No I  know
who gave you and to make sure and say to me?? Ask yourself why,,, The GREEN EYED MONSTER ,
is in us all, The depths we go to , when it rears its ugly head, are quite scary for yourself.
It scared me enough to never be back , I go with my Intuition its kept me alive this long,
& yous`e defiantly wont be getting near, Only Like MINDED people , are welcome, At a request.
It is a wonderful world , and as you get older you will learn to appreciate, the stupid little things , once you have had it all and lost it all, You look at every thing in a whole new light, & be thankfull.
For the smallest of things.:)