Remember all those years ago, crack that open, take a good deep, look , ask loads,
Ask yourself, what was i all about then just before , I walked out and into what was,
To mold me, All those years , a lifetime, History, My History , seems all wiped out.
All the Emotional Scars , they will forever be, imprinted in my heart & Soul, The lessons.
I done my best under the circumstances, I did not know any better , i just went with the flow,
yes my best was good enough, that is all anyone has, All those years so many tales,
so much to tell , were to start is the problem , to go deep down inside , and find me.
the little girl i once was, Have i always been that same little girl, Something changed,
I do not think it was me? It was what made me who i am , No regrets , plenty sorrow,
For what was to what is, pieces of the chain completly broken at this point in time ,
Looking back we did have a lot of fun , I was never bad just being a teenager and a mum,
The only way i knew how, As i thought it was my best, motherhood, I took to like water of
a ducks back, That was so easy to love those little bundles , The feeling was for eternity,
Unconditional Love, for all my children , and the ones that came my way, and i raised , Morals
and manners are free , so is Love trust has to be earned, once it is you are forever with a bond.
No matter what comes that bond cannot be broken , not even in death, the pain is you think ,
maybe far too much, Over analyzing , scrutinizing every little thing you can think off , Cross reverencing forever fencing with your inner thoughts. let them be quiet for 5 minutes, there is no right or wrong . Even if you have to ask , or think twice, thrice, then that is not, right go with your first thoughts, Act on your instinct , go with your gut feelings, intuition, Your intuitive state
listen for it will scream and just let you know if you are gonna do wrong , Your intuitive self will
soon let you know what is in store for you, so do not question to much go with the flow,
it is easier than, it is led to believe.
The Goal is to be the best you can be that is for sure, I have done that , the next chapters lie in wait
the pages blank every day that passes, those pages are filled so easily with so many small details, but in between the lines, lies the real storys of the days, gone by so quickly . Filled with joy and laughter
time goes so fast, life`s so full on , How can you miss out, Talk to the brain if need be and the heart
It is not made of any tin. Even if you feel you have sinned, for some sins are too heavy for any plate,
There is plenty , too many too count , they really do not matter, did you hurt maim or kill,
They are the ones that really matter to us all, Even some of those , you might of had to in self defense
who are we to judge, everyone meets their maker one day, that is for sure, and on that day, Is when you will be judged, Properly, and that is how it should be, That is the way and seems always will be.
Do not sit and dwell on what you cannot fix, yes get the answers for the problems that upset your
head, The faster the better , the quicker you fix it the less you have to think of it, Just make a
decision,, Just do it, live for the moment, it only last so long, as soon as you get comfortable
something else will happen that is for sure, And before you know it you, have missed the moment
It is gone , could of been something really important. Whilst you were too busy, thinking,
The decision has already been made without even realization , what is going on inside your head, You know intuitively, What to do , It is deep in you every action, reaction, consequence. Conduct
yourself in an orderly manner, True and pure of heart , that is all, there is too do, that is how, easy it truly is, Union . Still not quite feeling it, any giving situation, Spiritually Proud, Ego Centric,
False modesty , True laws, people (some) have a very thick skin and even thicker shells.
Be yourself, Stop hiding you. Everyone has a thirst , Translated as a desire, Let that flow also
or you will become stuck, maybe too attached , even clingy , awkward moments , lead to,
excessive go with the flow awkward , far from it , might seem it but underneath, as soft as putty
Maybe you feel stuck in the middle of the way !! Visualization of a place that you would call,
perfect, Your views , your righteous view , Everything fundamentally is a right way of viewing
Morally you feel & know is correct. Let the light inn, Embracing the rays , enjoy they are ,
deserved they are there for us all , everyone equal , everyone unique, The question is totally ,
Understanding , knowledge of so much , codes of conduct , Ethics , Self improvement, learn so much more after the school years , yet every day after those years , there is so much to learn,
so many lessons, Educate, Enjoy , THE POINT . TRUST your inner-soul , Have FAITH,
RESPECT & TRUTH , this is what connects all , makes good true friends , If you follow some simple but much needed rules, These help you stay you,. Even when you feel down , just remember it is in you, You just have to have a little at a time of some of these , The path you were given was not promised to be straight, nothing ever is, as it seems , leading you quite simply leading you all over the place , stay true and you will find yourself , back on track . The more you let go the more you will reach your full potential, it can take years , life is some state of affairs, until you have some kind of realization of oneself`s identity in life , Giving control to another is a very bad gamble, Evaluation is for us all individually & United , we will find our-self`s, Democracy is right for the wrong reasons, :)
they say , We love to argue about all that matters to us, what makes us tick. The right and the wrong , You never know till you go and try, Everything has a reason , good and bad. its finding the in-between,. That is what will mold you, it takes a life time to become you. Love light and peace :))
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